Saturday, February 23, 2013

God Always Fulfills His Promises


It’s amazing how things come together. I have never believed in coincidence. I believe that all things have been woven together for a purpose—God’s purpose. I believe that nothing happens without a reason, and I find that is proven to me daily. 

Starting back in November, I made the decision to return to school. After some reflection on the things in my life that have made me feel full of purpose, and the things in my life that I recognize as problems that I have an interest in fixing, I decided I was ready to complete my Bachelor’s degree then lead on to be a certified facilitator (Simple Definition: someone that teaches groups how to create and run effective meetings). This lead me to start searching for schools to attend and considering different options. This also meant taking into account the advice of people I highly respect. 

Based on my research and pondering, I made the decision to apply to University of Massachusetts Amherst and Boise State University. At this point, I have been accepted to Boise State and until today, I was impatiently waiting for a response from UMass.Don’t get me wrong, I am still waiting and still hoping for good news. The difference is a sense of ease. A sense of ease, I believe only comes from God. 

A few days ago, I had a conversation with my mother about being willing to let God’s will be done, no matter where that meant I was supposed to be. I told her frankly that I wasn’t ready to do that. I wasn’t ready to consider the option of not going back to school, of not moving, of not going on my own little adventure. Not that this is what she is saying would happen, but it was something that I would need to be willing to do for God to use me for his plans and purposes. And until I am willing, I will just have to wait. (Doesn’t stuff like that just make you want to gnash your teeth and shake your fist?)

Well today, I was praying…when I am deeply praying I will write them down as I say them—kinda like a letter to God. Well this is what I wrote:

“Lord, I want to trust you. I wasn’t to believe. I want to have faith. You are unfailing and I know this in my head. I know you have always provided. But my heart aches, it is anxious. How do I believe in my heart? How do I let go and let God? Please lead me. Please guide me. Please show me..." 

 And then I stopped and not with a complete thought. I stopped and began to weep, because what I wanted to write was “Your will” and wanted to ask God to “Please show me Your will.” But I couldn’t do it. I still couldn’t let go of my will. Of my wishes. Of my plans. So I did the best thing I could. I went to his word.

My church records the Sunday sermons and gives them away on CD, so I grabbed the first one in the study and threw it into my computer…it wouldn’t play. So I moved on the the next disc, and the next, and the next. I went through 5 discs and not a one would play. So of course, I tried number 6. And wouldn’t you know it, the darn thing played.And as the pastor opened the sermon, they said “Have you ever had to wait for something?” (I am sure you are going heck yes…I am waiting for the point of this post) Well as she said those words, I laughed. I thought “God you are so funny. Of course, you would work it out that the message I needed right here in this moment was the one that would play.”

So I listened; I was reminded that God always fulfills his promises. He never fails us. He never waivers, even when we do. And I know without a doubt that my whole life is an example of that. Then the pastor finished with Joshua’s challenge to the Israelites. He says to them in Joshua 24:14-15: “Now fear the Lord and serve him with all faithfulness. Throw away the gods your forefathers worshipped beyond the River and in Egypt, and serve the Lord.  But if serving the Lord seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your forefathers served beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites in whose land you are living. But as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.”

I begin to chuckle again, because another so-called coincidence was brewing. As the pastor said, “Choose who you will serve,” I was reminded that at the beginning of the year, I decided to do the one word challenge…basically you select one word to live by for a year. My #oneword365 for 2013 was…..any guesses…..CHOOSE. 

Well following the laughter came tears, and prayer, and surrender. I may not know where God will lead or when he will move me. But I know that when I accepted Christ as my Savior, it wasn’t conditional. It was a whole-hearted, full-fledged promise to live for Him, and not myself. So on this day, even in the midst of doubt, fear, stress, and worry, I choose to serve the Lord—the God of heaven above and earth below. For I know, his plans and purposes greatly exceed my own.

God bless,
Rebekah 

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Long Time, No Access

Achoooo! Excuse me; I must be allergic to all the dust on my keyboard.

It has been over three months since I posted - that is ridiculous! But hey, that's the life of not having internet at your house and choosing to spend your free time at home rather than the library or a coffee shop. But don't worry, I'm still young, married and a lady so not much has changed. : )

However, I have been on a DIY frenzy lately so it is time to get back on track and post regularly. Plus, I am always happy to share life's little triumphs and surprises, and believe me, I have my fair share.

I won't go into any detail today, just wanted to say Welcome back...or I'm back...or maybe you should be welcoming me back - I don't know. I just know it feels good to log-in and write a little.

Be back again soon! Hold me to it!

<3 Rebekah

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Help Me with My Headboard - Update

Hi lovelies! I have had some fun ideas come over and have come up with a few myself...all this DIY talk got me thinking creatively. I wanted to share some of the others that we have come up with.

This idea was inspired by Jennifer Clough. She was a Bridesmaid in my wedding and recommended using lyrics from our first dance - "When You've Got a Good Thing" by Lady Antebellum. I am thinking that a floral fabric behind it would look good with red lettering. This is not a complete lyric, but something I edited to work. What do you think?

~ ~ ~

During high school, Michael picked up the nickname Buetty  - short for Buettner (pronounced Butte-ner).  This nickname combined with some recommendations to use Disney movies for inspiration...this is what I came up with. Not sure if this is what you all were going for, but its what I came up with. Its not something lovey, but hubby sure got a kick out of it when I told him. : )


As far as display, I like the idea from my friend Dina. She recommended using wooden letters and painting over the top of them as seen here. Being that my mom now works at Michael's Craft Store (major score!) this could probably be done fairly inexpensively.


But overall, I still haven't decided on anything. Still happy to take suggestions. Leave me a comment with an idea! Hoping to make a decision soon since I just got my new comforter in the mail this week and want to complete the package. Hope everyone is well. God bless!

~RB

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Help Me with My Headboard

As you know, I have recently moved into a new place, which is exciting and terrifying at the same time. However, as we get settled I am trying to decide how I want to decorate. I have a gazillion frames, lots of pointless knick knacks, and plenty of ideas. However, these are not the things currently on my mind. Right now, I am stumbling over our headboard.

I am going to do a non-headboard headboard because I am not the four poster bed person, nor would it fit into our bedroom with slanted ceilings. So we need a solution, and I have a start. I need your help to complete the thought.

Unfortunately I can't track down where I got this idea so I can't give credit. I saw a tutorial for using thrift store canvas art to create a headboard. I thought it was a fun idea, and everyone loves an excuse to go to the thrift store. So I found myself three used pieces of canvas to repaint and repurpose. I believe I am going to do them in a deep red color...well at least two of them. The third one is where you come in. After scouring pinterest, I have decided that I want to paint a quote onto the canvas that will hang in the center, and not just any quote....something lovey! Something perfect for hanging above this young married couples heads as they sleep.

I am sure you are thinking this sounds like a simple task...wrong! Have you read all those lovey, dovey quotes they have out there. How am I supposed to pick one?

So this is what we will do:

1. I will share my favorites (which you will see below)
2. You will share your favorites or alternatives (link to or type in a comment below)
3. I will pick my three favorite (which I will announce in a secondary blog post)
4. You will pick your fav of my three fav (you follow me?)
5. The one with the most votes wins becomes my new headboard. : )

Up for the challenge?
Ready, set, go! Pour all your love (quotes) on me!


Gave credit where I could. Here is a link to my Pinterest Board titled "Just for Us" where you can see some other quotes and things that I like.
~RB

soroyalty.tumblr.com


http://www.etsy.com/listing/79403418/youre-my-happily-ever-after-wood-sign

http://southernclasss.tumblr.com/post/33341465382


http://www.etsy.com/listing/96138058/i-love-you-to-the-moon-typography-word

http://tshirtsideas.blogspot.com/

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

From Matchbox to Shoebox

When we got married and had found a place to live, we described it as a bedroom, a kitchen, and a bathroom. People would smile happily and say "what more do you need?" For a while, I didn't think I needed much more than that. Our bungalow on Yellow Brick Rd (seriously) was just what we needed to get started. It was complete with a washer and dryer, a propane heater, and a brand new, full-size futon.We were excited just to have a plus to be together.

We were content, for a while. Then came homework for me on nights when Michael wanted to watch a movie. Or God-forbid, a fight that left us wanting our own space.The best you could do was lock yourself in the bathroom. I took more than one unnecessary shower, just to get some space. But hey, we had a place to live and blessed we are to have had that. But so do Grandpa Bill and Grandma Carlita, who travel the country in their motor home.

Michael is a construction guy. He did ROP Construction in high school, and loves any project you will throw at him that requires the use of a tool. So one night, I asked him to find out exactly how many square feet we lived in. A few measurements and some math on a scratch piece of paper later, we found out we were living in......wait for it.......350 sq. feet. No joke. So on our next visit with Grandma and Grandpa (Thanksgiving, I believe it was), we were describing where we lived to them. Grandma then proceeds to chuckle and say I have 350 sq. ft.. in the motorhome. + the storage underneath the coach. Comical to make the comparison if you ask me.

So now one year (14 months actually) and one lumpy futon later, we are lavishly upgrading to 600 sq. feet with a real bed, a real closet, and space for a couch. You wouldn't believe how giddy my husband is. Plus it has exposed wood ceilings, which according to him were the selling point : P

As blessed as we were with the Bungalow, I can't tell you how grateful I am to have more space. I love having a real bedroom, that doesn't have a front door in it. I am so grateful to have a real, queen-size bed. And I can't even tell you how grateful I am to have space for a couch/living space. Our new shoebox verses the old matchbox is like a castle, plus it has a killer view. Kitchen is significantly smaller with less cabinets, but I have made it work so far.

We are still in the process of moving. We have to be out of the Bungalow by Monday so this week we'll wrap everything up.Until then, please keep me in your prayers...this moving thing has me in a tailspin. I am having a tough time with the change. Feeling guilty for leaving our current landlords for new ones. Struggling to find some of the furniture we need/want, that will fit in our budget. And worried that I won't get everything done in time. Fortunately, I have a rock of husband, and the most supportive parents in the universe. Looking forward to settling down on Hollow Lane. Just need some prayers and a nudge forward. I will post pics of the new shoebox and pics of the old matchbox for comparison when we are all settled and cleaned out.

Until then, God Bless!
~RB

Monday, September 24, 2012

Who are you to tell me I'm old?

Getting married changes your life. Period.

There is nothing that can prepare you for that kind of change, because everyone's experiences, backgrounds, and personalities are different.

For someone like me that was in the middle of community college at the ripe age of 20 still living with her parents, the changes are rather great. However, despite the obvious changes of sharing a bed with someone, living in a new home, and trying to figure out how to not only cook dinner for yourself, but also another, there was one change that stood out to me...starting the first week of my marriage.

Suddenly I was old! 

I hadn't been married 72 hours and people started calling me "old married lady." What the heck does that mean? If being married automatically makes you old, then no one should ever raise their eyebrows at me when I tell them I got married at 20. 

But, instead of accepting this apparently common theme among my acquaintances, I refuse to be old. I am not an old married lady. I am a young, beautiful, 21 year old married lady with lots of living left to do. In fact, nothing about getting married made me old, it gave me more life - someone to live with and to live for.

Believe me when I say, I am not angry that people call me an old married lady. In fact, its rather endearing....like I am a part of a special club because I wear a ring on my left hand. But I consider it something to be noted, because it was change I never could have predicted.

God bless the old married ladies that have inspired me to write. This project has been in my mind since the beginning of marriage (8/13/11) and now it is finally coming to fruition. I hope that listening to the ramblings of this young married lady don't get old. Come back and see me. <3